My dog \u200b\u200bis gone. Yesterday around 13:30 left us after 14 ½ years of life lived together. It 's a pain that are not used to it, fuck did not expect to suffer like this! About a month ago has had a stroke and since then we started to treat him, leading him to the vet 2 times a day when my little boy was subjected to two syringes over a drip. After ten days the results of the analysis were it clear that there were improvements, the kidneys were not working as well and that all values \u200b\u200bwere altered, but we cmq decided to continue treatment. The doctor assured us that she did not suffer like a dog dying, which was not in condition to be down with that famous syringe of death, but that would be turned off slowly. I then knew I had to die I was almost resigned, although I could see that every day was making little progress. I thought he was holding until the heart was there with us ... and he had a strong heart! What he was not prepared were his .... screams screamed (not bark), he shouted so loud to be heard from all around the neighborhood .... I will never forget those screams !!!!!!! Not !!!!! I can understand the. I want to know what happened, if you have had a cardiac arrest ...... what was a month that do not bark! Why has suffered so much ????? Why?? I felt useless, I could not protect him. I did not want him to suffer. I knew it was going to die but not like this, with one suffering from this terrible scream that way. Then he took a deep breath and kicked out his tongue. I called him, his heart was still beating ... after a while the second and final sudden sigh almost. I still can not believe that my little monster is no more. I was with him until we have buried. I told him to do good wherever he is now and that I will miss him very much.
This morning I was home alone, as it is fucking weird. He was always there, always at home, to keep us company, to meet us when we returned, to ask what we had to eat the plate. He had his habits that had become our own, had a different relationship with each of us ... I will never forget his screams and nose so that pretty smile and wrapped in a sheet. I just hope that wherever he now knows that I loved and I'm sorry I do not assert that managed to avoid suffering.
10.12.1995
21.07.2010
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